Temptation.
It's everywhere. I am not strong. I am weak. I am a tactile person. I can hold myself back when I have laid out the boundaries and if I know people are aware of my boundaries.
I had made arrangements to meet up with a certain person in Vancouver. I did not keep those arrangements. I made a slight attempt to, but then just surrendered it. It wasn't the right time.
Upon arriving home, sent truthful messages about my expectations and behaviors. They were received very enthusiastically. However, that certain person was very disappointed in not meeting up. It made me a tiny bit satisfied that they really were serious about getting together. So much so, that certain person is coming here next month. Two choices: Avoid. OR Be strong.
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